dead at sea

台灣像是一灘死水
再磨蹭下去就要失去動力

the whole environment is not growth conducive,
because everything is just at a standstill, and the whole atmosphere just makes you unmotivated.

so much so that it makes you think - since it's that bad already, there's nothing you can or want to do to change things around you...because you'd think one person's power is not enough to really make any noticeable differences.

and i do realize that by thinking that way i'm not helping either, but the whole situation just leaves you feel powerless and gives you negative thinking.

ugh! what has the country of my heart become!?

days go by and i float at sea...a dead sea.